CNY is the time when i really get bored. .

no offence to the ones celebrating it of course. ..

its the time when 95% of shops are closed. . .

when shops are closed,there's nothing to do outside. .

and there's basically nothing much i can do @ home either. .

game,com,guitar. .guitar,com,game. .

outside of home,inside home. . it's practically the same. .

*sighs*

what about TV?ouh fruck. .cita boring2 siaaaaaaaa. . .

hrm . ..

anw,me and her. .been fine. .bbl da cam biasa.. ..aku rasa lar kan. ..

tk tentu larr. ..skg ok. . .bsok,gerek. ..lusa,mendak. ..nx wk,sakitkan ati. .

ahahahah.. ..bt wth. ..

id should occupy maself wif othr tings such as. .. ..


ermm . .. .


umm . . . .


anything lar. ..ahahaha. .. .no idea wat siaa.. .

went to play pool @ Woodlands Point last wk. ..was it last wk?hrm ..nt sure..bt sumtym there uh. ..hahaha..bside our table,there were 3 malay grls.. ..

k,this is whr u go,"alamak dekni,pmpn3..tk abis2!"

ahahhaha..opposites attract rmbr?ahahah...k anw,3 malay grls..dua lawa,lg 1 erm..lets sae ok,k?tk baik kutok2 org,bedosa..ahahaha..bleargh~

kita tgk drg,drg tgk kita...tgk sama tgk..n den...


thats all...ahahahah..eye contact je..tkkn nk mtk no..aku pun mls uh..hahah..


den erm,a few daez ago,went jamming wif ma bro n his frens @ Yishun..met ma bro @ Yishun MRT ard 10.30..started jamming ard 11+/12 am..smpi lar kul 1..den aftr tat,went mkn den ddk2 jap until 2am g2..

balik naik taxi,smpi uma kul 2.30..

den d dae aftr,tats wen ma convo wif her was uber gr8..ahahahha


u notice that my posts havent been in chronological order lately?

huhu..

so long,

=))


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Sorry bout the previous two entries. ..geez. ..heard of moodswings?yea,mayb it was one of those days for me. ..

Anyway,this entry is not gonna be like that.. .BUT. ..it mayb a lil bit too jiwang-ish for some of you. ..

OK. ..I AM TOTALLY GONNA BE HONEST HERE. ..

HRM. ..AYTE,I'LL START FROM SCRATCH. .IVE KNOWN THIS GIRL,(4 ME 2 NOE,4 U 2 FIND OUT) SINCE 12/12/03. .AND A FLING KINDA EMERGED FROM OUR FRIENDSHIP. ..THEN BLA3,AND IT CAME TO A HALT SOME COUPLE OF MONTS LATER. ..HOWEVER,OUR FRIENDSHIP CONTINUED COZ IM NOT THE KINDA GUY WHO DWELLS ON THE NEGATIVE THINGS AND THEN, INVOLVE THE RELATIONSHIP IN IT. ..

SINCE LATE LAST YEAR,SOMETIME IN DECEMBER,I BECAME ATTRACTED TO HER AGAIN. ..I TOLD HER SO AND HER RESPONSE,WAS THANK GOD,SOMEWHAT POSITIVE IN MY VIEW.. .MANAGED A FEW LAUGHS. ..

BUT EVERYTHING SEEMED KINDA NORMAL AFTER THAT.. IN OTHER WORDS,NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED BETWEEN US. ..AND IM FINE WITH IT. ..THEN,A FEW DAYS AGO,WE CHATTED..YEA,THATS USUAL..BUT OUR CONVERSATION ON THAT NIGHT WAS UNUSUALLY GREAT.. .LOTSA JOKES AND LAUGHS WERE EXCHANGED. ..I DONT KNOW WHY,BUT BOY WAS I ELATED. ..JUST LIKE EVRYBODY ELSE WHO HAS A CRUSH ON THE OTHER PARTY WOULD BE.. .

THE FOLLOWING NIGHT,WROTE A POEM FOR HER(AFTER SUCHA LONG TIME),INCLUDED THE FACT I STILL LIKE HER. ..I DONT KNOW WHETHER SHE NOTICED IT ANOT,BUT WTH,HER RESPONSE TO WHAT I DID FOR HER WAS UTTER DEMORALISING TO ME. ..AND I JUST SHOVED MY FONE UNDER MY PILLOW AND WATCHED THE TELLY. ..

INSTANTANEOUSLY,SHE STARTED TO BECOME ONCE AGAIN,UNADORNED. ..I DIN NJOY CONVERSING WITH HER AND WHENEVER I TRIED TO START A CONVO,SHE WOULD JUST SPOIL MY MOOD OF DOING SO. ..SORRY,BUT THATS HOW I FEEL. ..

TODAY IS NO DIFFERENT. ..N YEA,ANOTHER GUY IS ATTRACTED,OR REALLY ATTRACTED TO HER..GOT HER NO. AND EMAIL LAR BLA3.. .HE DIN SAE SO,BUT ITS OBVIOUS LAR KAN. ..

THIS IS WHEN I ASK MYSELF,"SHOULD I PURSUE WHAT IVE BEEN WANTING?OR SHOULD I JUST THROW THE IDEA OF IT DOWN THE DRAIN?" COZ LATELY,IT HAS REALLY2 NOT GOIN THE WAY I WANT IT TO.."AM I JUST BEING SELFISH?" MAYBE,BUT I HAD THOUGHTS BEFORE THAT,SHOULD THE FEELINGS BETWEEN US BE MUTUAL,SHOULD I MAKE THE MOVE? SOMETIMES I THINK YEA,Y NOT..BUT THEN AGAIN,SHES TAKIN HER O's AND IM AFRAID THAT BY DOING SO,I AM ONLY GONNA BE ANOTHER OBSTACLE TO HER. ..

NOW,IM HAVIN MIXED FEELINGS. ..I FEEL MAD. I FEEL SAD. AND I KINDA FEEL HOPELESS. ..YEA,MAYB I SHOULD ALLOW MYSELF,OR HER FOR THAT MATTER, SOME SPACE. .AND PLS,STOP FUCKIN TELL ME THAT "THERE ARE STILL MANY FISHES IN THE SEA." THATS A FUCKIN ANNOYIN CLICHE OK?

DONT KNOW LAR. ..NOW I AM REALLY NOT LOOKIN FOWARD TO TALKING TO HER. ..I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE IT. ..COZ I CAN FORESEE,IT WILL GO NOWHERE. ..

there you go Aunt Agony. ..hahah

so long,

=))

I WONDER HOW YOU WERE BROUGHT UP. ..

SIAPA AJAR SURO CKP SATU BENDA,TP BERMKSD YG LAIN?

SAPE AJAR SURO JANJI,TP TK MENEPATINYE?

FUCK YOU.

I REALLY WONDER.. ..

HOW U CAN HAVE THE FUCKIN HEART TO KEEP SILENT WHEN UR NOT SUPPOSED TO.. .

HOW U CAN STILL FUCKIN SMILE WHEN U MAKE PPL WAIT FOR U FOR AGES FOR COUNTLESS TIMES. .

WHO THE FUCK TAUGHT U THAT?

my com is soo fucked up..

cant view pictures. ..

cant open some folders. ..

n im not able to sign in to msn messenger. ..

so i have to use e-messenger or msn web messenger shit. ..

n both of them are shitty. ..

speakin of fucked up. ..

i wonder why ppl now seem rather fucked up themselves. ..

and then they have to fuck the livin shit out of everybody else. ..

bloody asses. ..

wen ppl treat u nicely,have the fuckin initiative to repay them nicely. ..

don b one bloody stuck up asshole. ..

however, if u njoy being so,then by all means,go ahead. ..

i dun n will never give a fuckin shit. ..

im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.im bored.


im bloody bored.im bloody bored.im bloody bored.im bloody bored.im bloody bored.im bloody bored.im bloody bored.im bloody bored.


im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.im so bored.


i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.


BOREDOM.BOREDOM.BOREDOM.BOREDOM.BOREDOM.
BOREDOM.BOREDOM.BOREDOM.BOREDOM.BOREDOM.

Assalamualaikum para pembaca dan pengunjung blog aku. ..

Peace be upon you,readers and visitors of my blog. ..

ahahah..kk. .lets cut that out. ...


wokay.. ...hrm. ...yea,exactly a week after i went to JP. ..i took a trip there. ..again. ..yesterday..with the same people. ..xcludin ma bro. ..coz he was workin @ JL at JP's branch. .

so ma dad,ma mom(ma parenz) and i dropped off at JE mrt station before proceeding to BL. .and then to JP. ..hahah. ..ma mom wanted to buy something @ JL. ..so was ma dad. ..or did they just want to see how ma bro was doin?hrm. ..i think its both. ..well,wth. ..

ma mom bought. ..erm. ...i forgot wat. ..hahaha.. .n ma dad bought a pair of khaki pants,several socks and i guess thats it. ..we all wanted to go shopping uh. ..coz u c,ma dad just received his bonus of umm ... .2 or 3 mths pay?bt i shall nt reveal the amount lar kan. ..hush-hush. ..

and how can i let ma parenz do tha shopping n leave me empty handed @ d end of d dae?no no. ..hahaha. ..so,i paid a visit to Levi's. ..bought a pair of jeans. ..MY VERY FIRST PAIR OF LEVI'S JEANS. ..there u go. ..see?im nt as rich as some of u ppl out there think i am. ..heh~

aftr tat,go mkn @ banquet. ..ate Fried Kway Teow. .yea,again. ..sdp uh. ...ahahha. ..in the meantime,i multi-tasked. ..

1:wait for my Kway Teow
2:listen to songs in my Hp
3:Cuci Mata
4:enjoy the whole thing

akahkahakah! yea,guys will always be guys. ..semane setia pun,mata tak akan diam punye. ..hahah. ..

after that,collected my jeans coz i sent it for alteration half an hour before. ..and then,Home Sweet Home. ..

@ home,doin the usuals. ..switched on ma com. .msn-ing. .basically with Fida only.. .coz the others were bleargh. ..dead boring. ..-__-". ..ahahha. ..Frenstering bla3. ..

den hrm .. .tat was d end of my dae lar. ..

so long,

=))


p/s:Nadz,kirim slm atok kau eh. ..its a vry gd ting that he only sustained that much amount of injuries. ..hehe. ..

okay,here i update again. ..

ada org da bising2 aku tk update.. .hahah. ..i shall be grateful to my fans by updating my blog-now. .. wahahahah.. .

ok. ..1st of all,ive been @ home for most of the week. ..NO LIFER kan?? hahah.. .yea,since that Cyber Cafe cum Pool outlet closed down and shifted to Jurong Entertainment Centre,looks like ive got ntg better to do. ..wait. ..lemme rephrase that. ..

bla3,"looks like i dun hv ANYTHING to do. .." shit. ..any1 who knows any Pool outlet or Pool whatevr u call it that is nearest to Woodlands,do ring me ayte(if u hav my no. tat is). ..>_<

ok..9/1/05 was Doya's 16th bdae. ..as usual,no presents for her. ..just a testimonial. ..(still waiting 1 frm her anw..ahahha!) den 14/1/05 was my Dad's bdae. ...yea,hes turned sweet 48. ..hahah!

went to JP banquet. ..my Dad's treat. ..funny how it was his bdae but he had to fork out his own money to fill the family's stomach. ..wat to do,rezeki di dpn mata. ..tk le tolak..hahah!

and guess wat. ..mentang2 bpk aku blj mkn,aku mkn skali 2 meal siak. ...hahaha!d 1st one was Fried Kway Teow. .and d 2nd was Sterloin Steak or wat. .forgot the name. ..tp tk senak2 plak tu..perut tong siak aku. ...haahha. ..

OK..FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT STRONG AT HEART. .THE SQUIMISH WHO WILL SQUINT THEIR EYES PICTURING THE THINGS THEY'RE READING,TAKE MY ADVICE. . .

DO NOT. ..i repeat. ...DO NOT READ THE FOLLOWING PARAGRAPH. ..

so here goes,i was immersing myself in a world of wonder over the scrumptious steak. ..imagine my face,the expression that says it all. ..beside me were an innocent lookin Chinese couple with their male toddler. ..nice right. ..my family,seating beside another family. ..eating away. ..THEN,his dad was like..aku tk tau uh..anu2 cam a transparent plastic bag at his *ooops* area. ..aku igt bpk dia nk step cam pat hotel,ltk kain ke ape ats peha. ..but yep..it was a plastic bag. ..any guess what was it for?1..........2..............3.................................pettt! ur slow. ..ok,im wastin tym..ITU PLASTIC BAG BUAT ANAK DIA KENCING LAR SIAK! pala hotakkkkk.....slowly but steadily,the bag got occupied wif wat ma bro said to my ear,"nmpk cam champange uh.." BSR PEH SIAL..bkn abg aku uh..bt d dad,and his son. ..and heres the best part..while waiting 4 d wife to come back frm sumwhere i dun wish 2 know,d bpk kacau2 mee dia,nk kasi sejuk kai tgn kanan dia..what abt his left hand?? ouh..ITU TANGAN,DIA TGH PEGANG ITU PLASTIC BAG LAR..

ok,the fear factor part has gone. ..anw,i dun tink they were locals uh..coz of d dialect they were using..mayb they're frm China or wat..im nt stereotyping lar..but.... ahhhh..nvm lar kn. ..

k lar.. .aku pun da start nk geli...anw,today oso @ home. ..bt tmrw i got plans..gona go RP's open hse. ..

heh!

so long,

=))

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ppl ppl~!

i know my blog has been temporarily abandoned. .

and that might have been a bore.. .

the reason is simple. ..

I AM BLOODY LAZY TO UPDATE IT. . ...

yea,typical me. ..

even my fotopage has been left astray.. .

haish nvm. ..since im writin a new post,i'll juz add in some updates. ..

well,for a start,ive been doin the usual. ..lazyin ard bak kata pepatah,membesarkan bontot. . ..
akahkahakh.. .

bought the 6680 ive been yearnin for even before Hari Raya Puasa last year. ..i got it for $410. ..after tradin in my k500i for $110. ..the trade in price for tat phone is actually 130,but since the casing is wat mom calls,"kurap",its down by $20. ..haha

anw,ma new hp's quite gd. ..u all noe the pros of this fone. .. drawbacks??there's no pic. editor. ..there's no radio,and the loudspeaker for the mp3 aint tat loud. ..hahaz.. .

sum pics ive taken are on top..pics of me that is..haha!

next,ive been keepin maself bz n away frm boredom by playin games..ahahha..how lamer can i be..ahakz..den wan 2 go out,asik ujan jek..=(..haha..

yesterday went to ITE clementi [fit's sch]..theres a Band Studio thr..u see,im in her band n thrs gonna b a performance..bt im nt sure whthr it'll b @ esplanade or her sch..-__-"..

i wan it 2 b @ d espl. coz it'll more fun..d outdoor scene + the crowd..d ambience is gona b gr8..

bout the band. ..yea..\m/. ..really2 cool. ..i cn see tat evry single 1 of them is musically talented..d guitarists,d bassist,d drummer,singer..ahh evry1 lar..i said tat oredi ryt? sheesh..n get this,d drummer,who is oredi supa gr8,can play d piano reli well 2..ooohh aaahh~

hahaha..yea,well,that's my band! LoL..step aku nye organise jek..kekekek...

kk,gtg lar..da start nk mls lg..

so long~!

=)

hey ppl~

juz wana inform ya'll tat until ive found the urge to blog again with much enthusiasm,this blog will be on hiatus for a while

hahaha.. .

sorry...

so long,

=)