ahh fuck..i done where my post has gone to..Should have Right Clicked+Copy for a backup..knnbccb..
oh yea,i juz got to noe ydae KNNBCCB(kaninabu chao cibai) literally means..Fuck your mother's smelly pussy..Geez..

Anw,today went to CWP to do a lil shopping alone after Maghrib prayers.Bought short pants and a shawl..Also went looking around for Fragrances(plus free bag,if any),Bags,Tops,Shoes,Boxer Briefs,Singlets and belts..

Basically,i went to Metro,John Little,Craft and 77th Street..Oh yea,saw Faezah(my senior back in sec sch) in 77th St..I know she recognized me,but heck..I din tego..Bengap tul mekk..Hohoh..

Then after which,aku g Pasar Malam.Bought my mom and nenek Apam Balik(or whatevr its called)..Oh yea,my nenek's staying here for the night coz tmr..As u noe it,my Bro will get nikah-ed..((: My sincerest best wishes to Him and Eliyana. (:

Have to get out of the house by 815.Then i think my dad will treat us at Pattaya Restaurant at Changi.((: (2x) Tmr's a long day i suppose.

ok,i think i will update next with pictures..i think uh..lau tk pun,the pix will either be up on Fotopages or Multiply..krekrekre..








to D**z,i juz wanna wish u all the best for ur exams ayte?may u ace em goood..its ok i think,if we don't talk now..Maybe im just a distraction in your studies.Whatever it is,i still am optimistic about us being in reconciliation and friends again..I hope we can go out and have fun again.(: I miss you.




Toodles~!

Ayte,i juz came back from town.Pretty early eyy?haha yea2 i noe..Its not usual of me to get home early,not this early anw..Hoho..Nie aiman lar nie,asik2 kena alik siang je.. =.=" ape kan daya..

I also went to town yesterday,with Fir.And also came back around this time.hahah..Well i went out yesterday at around two..Fir wanted to buy some Conte Crayon shit at Art Friend but the one he wanted which was in black,was out of stock..Too bad lar kan..Oh well,anw..We then proceeded to Lucky Plaza n played pool..That place brought me some memories..(: Oh yea anw,dont ask me bout the score btween me and fir.I wont ans.hahaha..

After which,we headed to Far East and ate..Jln2 sket thr and Tangs and then got back to woodlands,whr we joined Aiman n Wan to chill for a lil while at Civic's Mac.

Today's outing however,was with Man n Wan..Fir was at home playin World of Warcraft with his bro. =.="

So yea,met Man at B&S at 410..We saw Sanwan on the platform anw..LoL..bbl2 skjp,rmbt masi sama..smua sama..hahaha..talked for a while and then his train came and so did ours.So yea,met Wan at admiralty and we went off to Far East.They both got T shirts..I had to urge to do the same but then..I have to wait for the right moment to spend whole heartedly..hahah..Then we went into Tangs,looked at Fcuk,Industrie and some watches..Looked je..hahah..

Then we headed to Taka where Wan wanted to get a Clear Spray Paint for some shit he's doing for his friend.hohoh..After which,kita pegi balik menuju ke Far East..But we decided to take a different route.Just as we were approaching Lucky Plaza after Paragon,we took a right turn and walked straight.It was an uphill journey - literally..Tp tk pnt sgt uh..We walked around the area of terraces and condos..Until,we reached a dead end..Bengap..=.="

Hahaha..Then we went back down,not all the way tho..We walked behind Hyatt and voila,back to the main course..hahah..Da smpi Far East,kita mkn pat this Indonesian Restaurant..Since Puncak n Cahaya was full..I had Indonesian Fried Rice with Iced Milo..Ok uh..kenyang siol..hahah..it was $5.50 altogether i think..Hmm..Anw,then Man had to make a move..Wan's meetin his friends.So i was kinda spoilt for choice and had to follow Man back to Woodlands.=.="So yea,thats my day today..Ok2 lar..Actually had a lot of eye candies since the start till the end..But what the fcuk,they're just EYE candies..not more,not less..ahhaha..hmm..

i THINK,im off to town again tmr..Idk,still planning i guess..Hoho~

Alrightey,take care u all..And may God bless each of you.

bye!((:

When Friends Become Lovers,When Lovers Meet The End

You guessed it,this entry is just about that - the cycle/part and parcel of life.
In any and every stage of our lives, we will meet and socialise. We will start and end conversations, and the same may be repeated for countless times, depending on what your perspective is like towards the other party. Is he/she worth your time talking to? Is he/she being someone attractive,not just physically, that you are quite eager to find and dig out more from him/her?

We have all been through that have we? And we will certainly continue to have such experiences. Disappointingly miserable or lovably memorable, that is another story - that is up to the choices only one of us has to make. Wrong choices equate to uninviting outcomes and I am not embarrassed to admit I am guilty of that. My purpose of blogging about this is not to rake up about my past and blaming anyone that i can, but rather, it's about thinking of what i did, what i did not do and perhaps, why.

I was out on a supposedly "double date" outing last year. It was fun for me and I'm sure for the rest too albeit I am naturally the guy who tends to be "conservative" with new people for most of the time. Before that, this girl and I were normal friends tho we exchanged numerous sms-es and such weeks before the initial outing. Every thing was cool and steady, there was no "love" or "hate" between us.

Three days after the outing, I decided and felt that I wanted to meet her (I haven't developed any special feelings at this point of time,but I could see myself to getting more attracted and deeply appreciating her), so we did. Our friendship really blossomed by then, and before we knew it, We Were In Love. It was sincerely beautiful.

But things took a turn after about three months. We started having misunderstandings and arguments. It was still very much beautiful, but our relationship was starting to get a lilttle marred by those incidents. And when things took the turn, they never really reversed. And when that happened, it just had to end. Everything we had, everytime we shared - had reached its point and had to cease.

It was dreadful. However, why all those happened, we only have our reflections to look up to. Most of the arguments were derived from my conflicting point of views. She had her way, I had mine. And somewhere in between, I think we forgot the art of "giving and taking." Until now, some things are still left unsettled. And that is the time I really think, maybe we're just not what you call "compatible." We find it very difficult to deal with each other's differences. There are of course, some bad points you can clearly dig out from me. On the other hand, it takes two hands to clap. In other words, if it has to end, it means both parties are just not able to accept and treat each other as a significant other. I'm not really blaming myself, or her for that matter. I try not to blame anything because when I do, that doesn't solve the problem. Of course I have had times when I just wanted to say or do hurtful things just to spite the other person. That is stupid - and childish. But the best choice is to hold back, and let the calm mind make its way to the heart and God-willing, things will cool down from there.

We have broken up some 3 weeks ago. Until yesterday, my feelings for her were still strong. Then I met up with my friends during the night. It made me realise, there is certainly more to life than just, "a girl." Having said that, I don't know. The special feeling I had might just come back one day.

Whatever it is, I wish for the best outcome from this. That is, whatever happens, let it happen with peace and love. I have a lot to learn and I hope, whatever I've picked up from this experience, I will utilise all of it into my life.

Now, it's just that I tend to think. Sometimes, Less is Just More.



To whom it is concerned, I love you as a companion and when it helps us to get on better terms by doing some things, I hope we can do that more often.


Love,
MiK.