i am dead tired.
assessment is precisely two weeks away.
this is only year 1.
geez~

hmm..ive been fucken lazy to blog actually.as u can CLEARLY see..haha.
anw,had st. soccer today at CCK.met up with ary,bali n wan at Woodlands mrt.Then we proceeded to CCK where we were later joined by another group of soccer buds (two of em were schmates anw).After which,we headed to block 42+ (i cant remember the last digit.lol)..Took some time to find that bloody place btw..And some of em were putting the blame on me.Just coz i USED to live in CCK,duzen mean i know every nook and cranny by heart.You dumb asses.Hahaha.

Got there,bla3 siap2..Then had "warm up" shots and passes.Steb ane nye nk warm up je.hahaha..Soon after,the opposing teams came and we got started.One/two teams were the ones who used to play with us some 2 years ago near my place.

About 2.5 hours later,we decided to stop and the four of us(stated above) decided to have a "post exercise meal" at CWP's Banquet.LoL..Me n Wan had nasi campur and bali n ary shared kway teow..And since the place was a stones throw away from the cinema,we all got ourselves into a "Movie critcism" frenzy..haha..
"Ghost rider boring siak..aku ngan man da tgk..boring je."
"Epic movie startin2 gerek,den da dpt tau jln crita dia.da start boring..nt worth it uh."
"Dream Girls gerek beb.."
"Kiwek,aku tk minat sak cita2 g2.aku suka action thrillers."

Hahaho..Ok,those are just some examples of our convo..Then we headed home.
I got home,unpacked.onlyn jap and ZzZzZz..
Not reaching and hour,Bebe called.haha~ i was like,"pantat lar..org nga tdo..=.="
Then when i heard her voice,"alaa..ok2 tkp..nnt le tdo lg." Hahahah~
Talked cocked then i went onlyn.Lol..
No lar,not so much cock..Sket2 je.xD

And so now,im blogging.i THINK theres field soccer tmr too.But its not confirmed.Bebe will be going out with her bestie tmr.I presume there'll be more places they'll be heading to than what she has told me..hahah..biasa lar~~

Im really feeling lyk 99.9% of meeting up with her.But daymn,think i need to get a grip of myself.Hahah~ oh well...Not everyday's a Sunday i suppose.But daymn!(again),i love her..haha.=D


cheerios~!
((:

this sucks uh.
it does.
fuck.


bye.

Okay,so tomorrow's the big day for most couples(apart from their anniversary).It's the annual Valentine's Day!
Hmm,most of them i reckon will be heading out to somewhere tranquil and romantic,that's the norm anyway.Others may carry out something besides the usual,to create a different memory together and just to spruce things up a lil.

And then there are the hopeless,the ones who see and perceive Valentine's Day just as a Monday.I am,one of them.LoL~ Nahh.Just pulling your leg there(if i did succeed anw).But yea,i'm not so sure bout my plans for tomorrow.Its a 50-50 chance of me going out with her in about 18 hours time.I don't know - at all.Hahah.

If i'm not,then i'll do my school work.If i am,then i've to finish em up in the morning.Hmm,sigh.
I really do have the feeling of meetin up with her tomorrow.And no,not coz its Vdae.I dont really treat Vdae as a special day anyway.Why should i?
First of all,i'm a Muslim.
Second,i am in love.Therefore,i should be treating every other day as a special one.
Do you not agree?

Having said that,I miss her like sadfjaeufhasdf.



okay okay,think im getting carried away.

cheerios~
(:

i need a haircut for God's sake!
this bush on my head isn't making me look better lar.LoL
but on the other hand,the only idea i have right now is to just thin it.
i don't want it to be short.You know,sec sch type of short..
i like it at this length,maybe a lil longer.

and oh gosh,pimples (bigger than usual) are making my left cheek their haven.ohh shitt.
=/

This is simple.But it isn't easy,i know.Nobody ever said it would be anyway.
But i am trying.To bring back the pieces together.Back to where they once were. (:
The journey might be long and hard.But it's one i'm willing to take.And i need that helping hand to guide me along the way.






Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy...Ive got like 4 weeks of school left."Wow.gerek siaa~~."
Oh bloody hell no..Without giving anything,you won't get enyhting.In other words,before i get to rest on my fleshy laurels once again(for 4 months),i need to be on my toes for the coming weeks.Assessments are nearing baybehh..And trust me when i say ive got Tons of work to finish up.And this is the time i really need to prioritize on school.Yea yea,ive got other important things in mind too.But right now,before i can =D=D!!,i need to >=(>=(!!

So yea,think i gotta go poof for now.Been photoshop-ping for hours already and still am.Sigh~

cheerios~
((:

Ok,this is the part where i get a lil' sentimental.So bear with me alright.




My heart races whenever you come by
My heart halts each time you bid goodbye
I can think of no better person to be with me now,
but you
I can't think of any happier days,
but with you

Hardships and bliss we shall share
Through dark times and rough patches we will bear
I've made my mistakes,you've done your part
During this renewal,i swear i don't want us to stay apart

I love you truly,if only that was easier done than said
And you despise my actions sometimes,if only that was easier said than done

But all these words,will mean nothing.Nothing,unless they can be put into actions.


(:

I Love You

what's with me and my fucking temper?
geez.

puki...boring sialllllllllllllllllllllllll..
pukimak buto...msk msn pun tk guna..
ohh fuck it~

YES,im having a Profanity Party..

sigh..this is pathetic.



one last,fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

This isn't easy.It isn't that simple as well.What needed to be done is underway.
The unfathomable feeling is still there but.
Sometimes,we simply need to learn that lesser can be just so much more.

And that it takes two hands to clap.This maybe a piece of cake to some,but to others like me.We have to learn it the long and maybe hard way.

Hope you'll get better.


With respect,
Mikhail Sutresno

(: